Before the Festival of Passover, Jesus knew that his time
had come to leave this world and go to the Father. Having loved his own who were
in the world, he loved them fully.
2 Jesus and
his disciples were sharing the evening meal. The devil had already provoked
Judas, Simon Iscariot’s son, to betray Jesus. 3 Jesus knew the
Father had given everything into his hands and that he had come from God and
was returning to God. 4 So he got up from the table and took
off his robes. Picking up a linen towel, he tied it around his waist. 5 Then
he poured water into a washbasin and began to wash the disciples’ feet, drying
them with the towel he was wearing. 6 When Jesus came to Simon
Peter, Peter said to him, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?”
7 Jesus
replied, “You don’t understand what I’m doing now, but you will understand
later.”
8 “No!” Peter
said. “You will never wash my feet!”
Jesus replied, “Unless I wash you, you won’t have a place
with me.”
9 Simon Peter
said, “Lord, not only my feet but also my hands and my head!”
10 Jesus
responded, “Those who have bathed need only to have their feet washed, because
they are completely clean. You disciples are clean, but not every one of you.” 11 He
knew who would betray him. That’s why he said, “Not every one of you is clean.”
12 After he
washed the disciples’ feet, he put on his robes and returned to his place at
the table. He said to them, “Do you know what I’ve done for you? 13 You
call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord,’ and you speak correctly, because I am. 14 If
I, your Lord and teacher, have washed your feet, you too must wash each other’s
feet. 15 I have given you an example: Just as I have done, you
also must do. 16 I assure you, servants aren’t greater than
their master, nor are those who are sent greater than the one who sent them. 17 Since
you know these things, you will be happy if you do them.
“Now the Human One has been glorified, and God has been glorified
in him. 32 If God has been glorified in him, God will also
glorify the Human One in himself and will glorify him immediately. 33 Little
children, I’m with you for a little while longer. You will look for me—but,
just as I told the Jewish leaders, I also tell you now—‘Where I’m going, you
can’t come.’
34 “I give you
a new commandment: Love each other. Just as I have loved you, so you also must
love each other. 35 This is how everyone will know that you are
my disciples, when you love each other.”
It is Thursday evening of the most important week in
the history of the world. Jesus entered
into Jerusalem on Sunday, triumphantly riding a donkey, fulfilling the
prophecies about the Messiah, God’s anointed king, coming to set God’s people
free. If you’ve followed Jesus’
activities the rest of the week, you’ll find that Jesus will weep for the city
for they don’t know the things that make for peace, you’ll find him angrily
turning over the tables of the money changers as he clears the temple. We know that on Tuesday night, Jesus had
supper at the home of Simon the Leper.
Somewhere in here, Judas, one of his disciples, has struck a bargain to
sell Jesus out for 30 pieces of silver; about $10,000 in today’s money.
On Thursday night, the
Gospel writers come alive as Jesus and his disciples take their place around
the Passover table in an unnamed Upper Room somewhere in Jerusalem. The meal they shared has been portrayed in
art through the centuries, and DaVinci’s The Last Supper is probably the most
famous. That’s unfortunate, because
based on what we know about the customs of the day, DaVinci had the scene, in
every conceivable way, completely wrong.
Does it matter who sat
where or what the room looked like?
Actually, yes it does. As we take
our place with Jesus and his disciples around the table, I want you to keep
this thought at the back of your mind: the disciples were not perfect people,
yet Jesus invited them to the table, Jesus desired
to eat the meal with them. The Lord’s
table is still a feast of grace;
where God’s grace is always greater than our sin. May we pray.
When Ashley and I got
married, one of the least romantic yet incredibly practical gifts we were given
was from an attorney in the congregation who drew up our wills, power of
attorney and healthcare proxy documents.
Now, obviously we hope that we won’t need those documents for another 50
or 60 years, but let’s also face reality – any one of us could die at any time – having a will in place ensures that, even
when we are gone, the things that are most important to us are still taken care
of.
Did you ever think of
Jesus’ supper with his disciples, on the night before he met with death, as his last will and testament? Knowing that tomorrow he would be executed,
Jesus gave his disciples some of his most important teaching.
In fact, that teaching is
where we get the name for tonight – “Maundy Thursday.” The word “Maundy” comes from the Latin,
“mandatum,” meaning “command.” On this
night, Jesus gave his disciples a “mandantum
novum,” a “new command” to love one another.
But when Jesus says, “Love
one another,” he isn’t saying “Have warm fuzzy feelings for each other.” That would be an impossible task, to have
warm fuzzy feelings for everyone because so many people are downright
irritating, and you can’t have warm fuzzy feelings for me because I’m irritating;
we all are sometimes! Further, that’s
not what love is. Love is not a feeling;
it’s an action, it’s a decision, it’s a choice.
And on this night, Jesus displayed his love in action around the table.
He commanded the disciples to grow in their love as they continued to come to
the table and remember all that he had done, and to look forward to all that he
was yet to do.
Let’s come back to the
design of the table and the seating arrangement for a moment. Unlike our dining tables, formal dining tables in the ancient near East were low
to the ground. And rather than a long
table, a formal dining table would have had three sides in a u-shape. This kind of table is called a
triclinium. “Tri,” meaning “three,” and
“clinium” comes from the same root that we get the word “recline” from. While we sit in chairs around our tables,
people reclined on pillows and cushions.
Jesus was the host for
this particular meal, which meant he would be sitting at the head of the table. But the head of the table isn’t in the
middle, it’s over on the side, one position from
the end. This graphic shows a table
arrangement for 9, but you can imagine it for 13 with Jesus and his
disciples. Those at the table reclined
against the table, typically with their left arm toward the table, and their
feet away from the table. To the right
and left would be the positions of honor.
You remember the disciples were arguing about who would be the greatest
and who would sit at his right hand and his left hand (Mark 10:37), and in many
ways, this is what they were talking about.
John’s Gospel tells us as
Jesus sat at the table, he said, “One of you will betray me.” Peter whispers across the table to John and
says, “Ask him who it is.” The Gospel
writer says that John leaned against Jesus’ breast to ask him, “Master, which
one of us is it?” (John 13:23-25) Now,
seeing how they would have been seated at the table, does that make sense to
you? It also tells us that John was
sitting to Jesus’ right, in one of the honored positions.
But, this was the lesser
of the two honored positions. The person
sitting to the host’s right would serve the host, but the person sitting to the
host’s left would be served by the host.
Also, the person to the host’s right might be asked to get up and help
serve the meal since they were on the end and it was convenient for them to get
out.
Now, back to the question
about who will betray Jesus. How does Jesus respond? “The one with whom I share my bread will
betray me” (John 13:26). Well, who is
going to share Jesus’ bread? Who is
Jesus going to serve? The person to his
left. So who was sitting to Jesus’ left,
in the position of great honor? Judas
Iscariot, the one who betrayed Jesus, who sold Jesus out for 30 pieces of silver.
Judas – the very name now carries the stench of
betrayal and distrust. We think about
Judas as if he were evil to the bone – what kind of person would sell Jesus out
for a few silver coins? And what he did
was awful, make no mistake about it, but what I were to suggest that Judas
wasn’t really that different from you or me?
What if we were to take Jesus’ command – to love one another –
seriously, even as we think about Judas?
Not to condone what he did, but neither to condemn it, but to look at
Judas and his actions through a more charitable lens?
You see, Judas never
intended to get Jesus killed. Of all the
disciples, Judas and Peter were probably the most radical. Their expectation of the Messiah was that he
would be a strong military leader, who would lead an armed rebellion against
the oppressive Roman government and crush them, who would lead the nation to
eternal superiority over all other nations.
So, Judas really believed in Jesus; he just believed the wrong things
about Jesus.
Judas had been with Jesus
for three years, expecting Jesus to start the revolution at any moment,
enlisting the disciples as front-line freedom fighters who would all be lauded
and lifted up as national heroes. Now,
with Jesus’ triumphal entry into Jerusalem on Sunday, fulfilling the Messianic
prophecies, Jesus was claiming the rights to his royal throne. Judas thought the time was now, only Jesus
wasn’t getting the revolution started.
I’m convinced Judas was
trying to give the revolution a little kick-start. Jesus wasn’t moving fast enough for him, so
Judas took matters into his own hands, and what harm was there if he made a few
bucks for himself in the process? I can
just see the wheels turning in his head.
“If they come to arrest Jesus, surely Jesus will fight back and it will
be ‘game on.’ At supper, Jesus had
announced that one of us would betray him – surely, Jesus knows it’s me, he
must be wise to the plan. If Jesus wants
to abandon the plan, he can say the word anytime. Wait, what was that Jesus just leaned over
and told me? ‘What you are going to do,
go, and do quickly?’ (John 13:27) All
right, there are my orders!”
He wasn’t trying to get
Jesus arrested and killed, he was trying to get Jesus to take his place at the
front of the rebellion! Judas was his
lieutenant, the one who sat in the seat of greatest honor, after all, he was
going to be there right beside Jesus and have Jesus’ back the whole way.
Those who came to arrest
Jesus came with swords and clubs because they thought Jesus was going to start
a rebellion (Matthew 26:55). They
thought that because that’s what Judas had told them; that’s what Judas wanted
and expected to happen!
By the time Judas realized
that Jesus’ mission was bigger than Judas’ own expectation, it was too late,
and the whole plan backfired in his face.
Judas was wracked with
guilt. He took the money back to the
chief priests and said, “I changed my mind.
I don’t want this. I never wanted
this. I don’t want Jesus to die.” But the deal was signed, and there’s no way
it could be undone.
His regret was so deep
that he hung himself. These are not the
actions of someone who is pleased with how things worked out. They are the actions of someone who is
riddled with grief over their own sin, who took matters into his own hands,
tried to force the issue, and got his friend killed.
But, Judas isn’t the only
one who betrayed Jesus that night. The
disciples had argued about who would get the most important, honorable
place. They had all refused to serve
each other. They had false expectations
about him, even at that late hour. They
would fall asleep when Jesus told them to pray.
Peter would deny ever knowing him.
The others would abandon him and run for their own lives, not just for
tonight, but for the next several weeks.
None of the disciples is any prize.
Not just Judas, but there is enough sin to go all the way around the
table.
What are we to do with all
these sinners? What did Jesus do with
them?
He loved them.
He served them.
He spent time with them.
He gave his life for them.
The Scriptures say, “God showed his love for us in this: while we were
still sinners, Christ died for us” (Romans 5:8).
Even on the cross, Jesus
would mumble words of forgiveness: “Father, forgive them, for they don’t know
what they’re doing” (Luke 23:34). Words
for the Roman soldiers who nailed his precious body to the cross, for the
government officials who condemned him, for the chief priests and jealous
religious leaders, for the crowd who cheered his death, for the disciples who
abandoned him, and I believe, for Judas, who betrayed him. Father, forgive them – all of them – they
don’t have the first clue what they’re doing.
Father, forgive us – all of us – we don’t know what we’re doing, either.
Friends, we’re a hot
mess. We don’t have it all together, we
need a Savior whose love and grace is infinitely greater than our sin. The Holy Week story is our story. Later tonight, our sin will betray
Jesus. Our sin will put him trial. Our sin will torture him. Our sin will nail him to the cross. Our sin will take his life. Our sin will bury him, but it will also be
buried with him.
Yes, the Holy Week story is our story. We, too, cheer for the wrong reasons, we
often don’t know what we’re doing. We
grasp at coins and make bad decisions and walk away from our commitments and
join our voices with the angry mob who shouted “Crucify Him!” and disappoint
and betray Jesus in a thousand other ways.
The thing about Jesus is
that he loves and trusts people even when they let him down. And sometimes when we trust people, they’ll
disappoint us. But, following in the way
of Jesus, we continue to love and trust them, anyway, and maybe even invite
them to share a meal with us.
In the kingdom of God,
sinners get the seat of honor. That’s
who this meal, God’s grace and love broken and poured out, is for.
We, too, belong at the
table for sinners. When the invitations
go out for the banquet of God’s grace, there are no perfect people on the guest
list – only sinners who are hungry for God’s love.
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